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IF WE EVER MEET AGAIN

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again. words uttered by the fat timbaland and my ex wife katy perry. hahah. man i do sound so alike to a douchebag i once know. haha. bia lantaq pi lah no. well this post is a first after i think so many weeks. haha. A LOT HAD HAPPENED! results went out. and for most of the results that came out some really impressed me and some others made me realize more *not that i dont know that it is* that the world is a tough place. and FYI i am working! hahahahha.

well havent you felt a sudden scare of seperation and saying goodbye?

i mean to that person that helped you for many years and to say goodbye. and to the new people that you saw firstly as more to a threat rather than a friend. but as time grows the friendship too grows in us. and to say goodbye after all that? this is sad. and to say bye-bye to ur best friends who were there most of the times when it is needed. and to say bye-bye to them after all the adventure you all have. now that is sad. and to have to make new ones in a totally new environment and to write a new chapter with new characters and to start it all over.

separation is a hard thing and challenging situation. i hope U would understand that i wont be long. and during the mean time let us be patience. if it is destined and written we would meet again. u know who u are. and hahaha. man wan ko ni memanf 'gay' buat bende sedih mcm ni tapi heck what gives. hahah. mental block and i guess that is all for now.

Social Life Crisis

I think people who are constantly active with facebooking are people who have serious issues with the the real social networking concept. but hey i mean its hard to be successful in internet social networking sites. good status needs to be posted. u need to avoid the family members and make sure that theyll never know whats going on!

hahahha

but to come and to think about it again i do believe that social networking is a great alternative to overcome the barriers of overprotctive parents and of course distance. the reason many men are toiling with their brain to overcome this such of a hard situation. the problem of relative distances. u can find it very hard to reach certain acquaintance over the distance and when ever u get there u found out that they have changed

apa kau merepek ni wan oi?!!

hahaha

chll laha

at by the least i can see ur eyes and thos lips of urs in facebook and find out what is going in that big brain of urs thru tumblr!

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love ya!

MISCOMMUNICATION

Saying issues that u feel that is important which is currently bugging ur mind is the way to go. If u cannot voice it out and tell the world or maybe TO that certain person that u feel uncomfortable with is the right thin to do. It can help to avoid in any miscalculation or misinterpretation on that issue. i mean lets take an example of a debate. if the government fail to tell good reasons why they are very in doubt of in trusting a stranger in coming into their house or their private life they need to show some evidence of the implications of that action. while If the opposition fail to question the feasibility of the governments efforts then it would not make a good debate in the end. we need these form of communication to tell to the ppl who we think are obliged to know so to do so. fuck it i m blabbering out stuff

im just trying to say that lack of communication would implicate to the misunderstanding of certain issues. please tell me what the fuck IS bugging u. i wont get mad. and please stop thinking of how things could get ugly and cherish by the fact that how things can turn out good.

THE government are always right because they are ignorant and THE opposition are always wrong because they always show how the government is wrong. but whatever it is this relationship will make a good country.

URGH

ITS SAD THAT U CANT SEE THIS. ITS REALLY BUGGING ME. WHY CANT U JUST FUCKING TELL ME WHAT IS THE FUCKING PROBLEM?

Democracy and Mockery

education does not stand alone in the 4 brick walls that we call classroom. it have to be done through out one's life. the understanding of one's life and knowledge of his/hers environment is very important for them to really heed in success. we malaysian are so in need for a wake up call to wake us up from this 53 years of slumber and we need to progress to move forward. now let us not get so very sentimental now. i mean we have been fed with the ideas of how great our forefathers are and how successful we are in gaining independence till that we forget that the greatness doesnt stop there. it needs to be continued improved by us the so called the 'next generation'. wake up guys! wake up!

well firstly lets talk about the sentiment of racism and malays rights. this is an agreement that was done years and decades ago. and i do believe that with time the conditions and the requirements of a society might change. like back in those days wearing a pants for a woman was a taboo scene but now it is a normal scene. but sometimes there are things that cannot be abolished completely and needs time to cope with. well this is what the rights of malays are. if u look really carefully in the malay perspective is that they have been spoon fed by the government for far too long and the progression of making them more independent requires time and effort. plus if we could break this barrier of racism and just let our bloods flow together regardless of how they would smell it would be great for this country.dont get me wrong im all in with all the malay rights and how important it is, it is just that with time we need to be more idealistic with time and the society rights. it is like a big family. it consist of biological children and foster children. with time although these foster child do not have those what so called blood ties with the parents but should they be treated any different? haha id thought so. and there will always be that special treatments for the biological kids. kan?

then we can see the political scene in malaysia right now are very politically biased to side on only one party. where is the democracy in that? how can that spur the belief of democracy in us, the society? how can it really educate us in believing which party to side on? and how can it really improve the government's cabinet in improving their quality of work. for me its just very straight forward biased. is this what we call fair play? hell no! these politicians are so concern in keeping their hands clean from any dirt that might stain their shiny bally shoes. why cant we see any wakil rakyat coming down and really paying attention on what is really happening to the social scene right now? why are they so afraid on how the smoke from the cheap indonesian cigarettes of their people might catch on their expansive polo shirts? no offense but i am just not satisfied on how our political scene is carried out. why must we be very fanatical on these political party issues when we are living in the same god forsaken country. let us look in the scene in terengganu, on the project of Paya Bunga Mall. how it is becoming an empty building in the middle of the so called Bandar Pesisir Air. what is the cause? just because BN lost to PAS in the elections. where is the democracy in that? where is the unity in that? how can improve with that?

well to before i go i would just like to say to my readers this post is just a reminder of how great malaysia can be and of how high we can achieve if we could just stop this nonsense and just focus on the development and to break the grounds of possibilities that we can achieve. i know many wont read this post because its too long but heck who cares. i only have two followers. :))

LESSON LEARNED ;)

we humans always learn at the climax of every inciddent. we dont learn when we are supposed to but we learn things we hit rock bottom. or at least thats what Keanu Reeves said in his movie " when the earth stood still". i see some correlations of this movie with life. i mean its true. try to imagine when do u think is the best way for u to study? of course during the last minute kan. hahha.

well same goes in life. i believe God is fair in making judgement and giving us signs. we have to look carefully for those signs in order for us to understand the message of what He is trying to send to us. get it? i mean if u think ur a genius and dont need to study ull know wether its true or not when u see ur grades. and if states that u got a pointer of 3.34 thats not 'genius'. thats normal and u need to strive more sucka! hahha. well i have been wondering why some people get things so easily and some people have to work their butts off just to get a bit of air in success, is it their efforts or the way the do it? or is it just genetics that control it? well maybe it is just God' way of saying that there is something wrong in what we do and we need to revise those actions and improve , improve and IMPROVE!!

in life we need to know that winning is not everything. hhaha. i know i had said this earlier in my previous post but i couldnt help it. FAILURE i a huge word in which it would crush a lot of hopes and dreams. like the dreams of kids in a team trying so hard to win a fricking tournament. guys i know that u guys are morally down nd my speech that evening wasnt to demoralise u guys some more but it is merely an initiative of trying to lift u guys higher to achieve greater heights. so get ur stuff ready and ur fatcs straight. u guys can do it. i know. ill guide u through it. haha. take i as SIGN so that u guys we get up and run faster to catch up with the rest.

and as for U. i know u know that i am tallking to u. i have lost u once and im not going to loose u this time. i promise ill be better and try to be better. lets make Rayyan and Aliyah happen! i love you and there i said it on the web that ILOVEYOU! i publicly announced that i love you and i want to grow old with u sayang. if u think that it cant any cornier than this u just wait. haha. u are all that i ever wanted and all i ever hoped for. i dont ask for more than just a girl who is maturely brilliant. and ALLAH gave me a maturely brilliant + something sweet and i LIKKKEE! i love you and i want this to last. INSYALLAH.

i guess thats all. :))