IF WE EVER MEET AGAIN

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again. words uttered by the fat timbaland and my ex wife katy perry. hahah. man i do sound so alike to a douchebag i once know. haha. bia lantaq pi lah no. well this post is a first after i think so many weeks. haha. A LOT HAD HAPPENED! results went out. and for most of the results that came out some really impressed me and some others made me realize more *not that i dont know that it is* that the world is a tough place. and FYI i am working! hahahahha.

well havent you felt a sudden scare of seperation and saying goodbye?

i mean to that person that helped you for many years and to say goodbye. and to the new people that you saw firstly as more to a threat rather than a friend. but as time grows the friendship too grows in us. and to say goodbye after all that? this is sad. and to say bye-bye to ur best friends who were there most of the times when it is needed. and to say bye-bye to them after all the adventure you all have. now that is sad. and to have to make new ones in a totally new environment and to write a new chapter with new characters and to start it all over.

separation is a hard thing and challenging situation. i hope U would understand that i wont be long. and during the mean time let us be patience. if it is destined and written we would meet again. u know who u are. and hahaha. man wan ko ni memanf 'gay' buat bende sedih mcm ni tapi heck what gives. hahah. mental block and i guess that is all for now.